So it was asked of me “what is the hardest part of Boot Camp?” By far the hardest part of is the lack of non-Christians. The more time I spend around Christians the more I dry up, the less I become like Christ, and the more by prayer life suffers. Don’t get me wrong, I love my dear brothers and sisters, but we are soldiers of the Lord meant for the fight. It is the going out into the world only to return to the barracks for rest and nurishment that keeps my Christian life exciting. When I get close to the Lord I want to go out and battle for His name sake! I have gotten so used to being around people that believe differently than me who I can minister to. I feel that this is what my gifting is bent towards and spending all my time around the brethren makes me feel dry. Prayer for breaking out of this would be greatly appreciated. I miss heading out to the frontlines with close brothers in the Lord to rescue lost souls. I think that I am going make a bigger effort to head off campus to remember the lost. Thanks for taking the time to read my journal :).
October 27, 2003
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, after having been here at bootcamp for a little while I have only been getting junk emails!!! So you need to be writing me…please. Well I am not all that desperate and I realize that I am not really that much of an email guy, but now that I am not able to spend time on the phone, see you face to face, or talk over IM email has become essential. So go ahead write me, tell what is up in your life, and send me some prayer requests. God bless.